a well of knowledge my brain is swimming in a flow of thoughts and metaphysical awareness. I need to create! i want so much to progress from a voidful hole to a cave with a spring that recharges. Is there a myth for my life to explain the complexity of my existence, no but theres a multitude of myths to explain existence

Indecision - look to ambition

Love has no pretty rules it is a freedom until defined by the rules you force feed it

i should think what i say and feel the way i look

what is a day with out a question which makes you realize its a day unlike the rest, that is to say the question leads to understanding another layer that asks more questions than the last, to become stagnant and lose the motivation to move forward is


in someways like swimming in the sea and stopping as you keep paddling in place as waves move your body so the fact that your 70% water starts to make your physical presence become an endless journey and eventually just another part of the water if you stay long enough in one place you become nothing but water.

Your head and hands are the only body parts exposed and the fact that your 70% water comes from science a system of logic when the sea your bodies submerged is made of love, loathing and a balanced mix of living and dying.

In the sea suffering is the water and the surface of the water is where everything grows through the suffering and into the surface another layer the sea of air but in the sea of water there's everything thats in the sea of air only you can only see half of what's actually there a beautiful island which once was an explosion of pressure from a place deeper than everything we see this as the tip on the surface

while your moving forward you come across land and other bodies swimming and other creatures that only live in the sea of water here the water is like air to us its nothing, its not suffering air is there suffering and some creatures like the dolphin or the sword fish need to jump out sometimes to survive for various reasons just as others from the sea of air need to go deep down to the bottom of the water all the same.
the one thing that all living things share in common is the constant evolution of the chaotic balancing winds, waves, storms, tidal waves and earthquakes that keep everything alive but on the surface layer thats visible this can become hard to handle if your days lose awareness of pains place in life the free flowing energy of living is found digging deep, a life where you fear natural disasters and man made the line between the two is hard to see sometimes, the questions that allow for awareness to what is not a natural disaster are something we all need to ask